“Worry often gives a small thing a big shadow.” ~ Swedish Proverb
I’m a worrier. I guess I always have been but I don’t think I realized it until a few years ago.
On a visit to Wisconsin, my siblings and I sat talking around the kitchen table one evening when I said something, although just now I can’t quite recall what. I do remember that, after the chuckles subsided, my older brother said “Well, Deb always has been a worry-wart.”
A hundred-watt bulb lit up over my head. He was right, of course. (Big brother is nearly always right.) So strange that I never realized the truth of his words until then. I guess I figured everyone worried about their kids staying out late, and about loved ones driving in bad weather. Didn’t everyone wonder if they’d turned off the stove before leaving home? Didn’t everyone fret whether they’d locked the door, and shut the upstairs window? In the mall parking lot, did I lock the car, or not? Did I remember to charge my cell phone before I left on a road trip? Did I bring the car charger?
I’ve generally kept my worry-wart nature hidden. Few people know about it, except those closest to me. Oh, and maybe the neighbors who observe my frequent returns to re-check the front door. And now, those of you who are reading this post.
In her book, HEROES & HEROINES: Sixteen Master Archetypes, author Tami Cowden describes sixteen basic characteristics for heroes and heroines. There isn’t a worrier among them. None of my heroines have been worriers either. I guess worry just isn’t a very heroic quality.
Still, I think it is a trait that might work well with a Nurturer – a mother who worries unduly. Or a Waif who might worry about how she will find her next meal, even after she wins the lottery. Or a Crusader who might worry over whether the greedy nuclear plant builders have built in enough safeguards.
Our heroes and heroines must be heroic but they must be real, too. Perfection creates boredom. Heroes and heroines are more real when they have some inborn less-than-desirable quality to overcome. Jealous, intolerant, greedy, vengeful, or lacking faith. And one who, occasionally, worries.
I believe the reverse is true for villains. Even Hannibal Lecter, among the most chillingly evil of villains, cared for and, in his own way, looked after Clarice. I’d love to read about a villain who, in addition to his despicable nature, is also honest, caring, generous, or tolerant. And yes, even one who worries. ∞